Tuesday, June 23, 2009
it has been super long since i last updated my blog already. suppose its holi and ahls haf more free time to update rite? y is it de other way round? haha.. tink i m juz pure lazy ba..
Had lessons in sch de 1st 2 wks of sch.. quite boring ba.. we had lyk a GP test lei.. super sianz diaoz. den physics retest? haha.. de test was lyk.. a??? wat shld i say abt it? i cant even feel anyting abt it.. well.. i done de paper, bt lei.. haha.. shall nt tok abt it le.. results will be out soon anw.. hope ah pong wouldnt be disappointed wif me.. dun worry mr pong, my mentor, i will treat u mentos if i pass de k? =P
Den on 5 june, we had our last band concert and ta-dah1 stepped down officially le ba.. kinda sad.. it seems lyk my journey as a t.bonist has cm to an end? tym flies indeed. juz a blink and i haf played my t.bone for say almost 6 yrs? haha.. so unbelievable.. took some fotos wif de band clique. i tink reali will miss those times tgt de. haha.. thru thick and thin as we put in all efforts in de performances? yeah! we SURVIVED!!!
T.bone 三大美人！so bhh! *blush*
Band Clique!!
Coolz?
The act cutes!
happy b'dae Ms yeo!
Our conductor - Mr Rasull :)
:)
Me wif my t.bone
oh ya.. before i forget to mention abt de maths olympiad tt i joined at NUS.. haha.. it was on 3 june.. skipped lesson to go NUS to do this test. den it was kinda a disaster for me ba.. i onli do 4 QUES out of 25?!?!?! didn't even complete de paper.. woo... haha.. wateva la.. enuf of tt..
official holi started bt i didnt do much.. spent most of my days out wif him.. suppose to start wif hw.. bt somehow kidna slow oso huh? lol.. den den den... last wed when we went to sch, we ended up spammin de sch laser printer.. hehe.. printed so many pieces of paper.. felt so guilty.. bt he and zhan qing stil can treat lyk nth happen lei. he is juz so different and special ba. haha..
this holi though lyk do nth much, bt i realised tt i haf invested alot on eatin hor? i m such a lucky person. :) had peranakan wif he n his frienz on 13 june. haha.. quite ok la.. bt i sort of prefer my grandma cookin.. next tym bring u go my grandma hse eat k? *wink* bt its nt reali abt de food ba.. its abt hu u r eatin wif? de purpose? hehe.. his b'dae celebration????den i juz had steamboat wif band clique last thrus, which is... 18 june? haha... had quite a gd tym wif them.. :) reali enjoy de times with them. haha.. hope we can go out agn soon? lets all jia you lei.. we want to c each other up on stage next yr? haha... JIA YOU!!!suddenly i feel tt i m reali typin in a very unorganised manner.. kinda lazy to type anymore le.. shall crash towards my hp soon! YIPEEE!!!! he is finally hm frm his movie wif michel... haha..JULIANA HAS BEEN A HAPPY GAL!!!isit bcos of u? hahai wan to be a penguin..dun bring me watch transformer..cos i dun wan to be a machine...i wan to be ur wawawa... 5th june: de 1st tym i c u play badminton!!!! Happy!!!! :)Sunday, May 31, 2009
hmm. so fast. its sunday AGAIN! June holi , according to the calendar, have already started. But well. For me, its stil 2 more wks of lessons to hang on.. slacked quite alot this wkend. Crashed straight into bed aft the scholarhip preparatory programme, which took up my whole morning til mid noon. Haha.. quite a nice learnin experience from ther. Mayb i reali shld start aimin for a scholarhip tt i desire? its always beta to haf a aim that u work for rite? Well.. slpt til dinner tym den awoke to haf my dinner. took a night stroll wif him. Laugh along de way. haha.. seems lyk life can be aftall so simple and happy..
JC life haf indeed been quite boring for me.. Rather, quite loner too ba. i see the hidden & ugly side of ppl whch i till now is still unable to accept. mayb i dun show it out. bt shld it stil continue? Things change as ppl gradually move onto the path they endeavour. I chose my path and i hope its not rong. It's not me that is selfish, rather, its reali a WRONG feelin that you gave me. Tell me it's WRONG!
I spoke to some frienz. thanks for being ther for me. they tried to tel me tt its not me being selfish, bt its my own work aftall.. She called juz nw to ask me abt econs. Den moved on to askin abt i & anthony. Hmm.. did nt response much bt had the urge to juz end conversation. isit me agn? i dunno. i dunno if u felt the change bt i tink i m nw juz too disappointed to tink abt it.. Well. I m glad u mixed well. Bt can u nt gib me de feelin that i m made used? or rather, can u tell me that its nt lyk tt at all? i tink mayb its juz me and my stupid weird feelings ba. tings are all fine and alright. They are... AND THEY WILL...........
ok.. time to go do some packin le.. my wholie table is in a great mess.. GOSH! 2 more wkes to hang on.. tink aft this wk, i will haf another load off me le.. bt i tink i will still miss band loads. miss my t.bone loads.. For nw.. let me juz enjoy and prac and play our hearts out for our last performance.
Thanks for being there for me..
You make a diff in my life..
There was once a blue star and pink star in sky..
If you wonder why it disappear...
I suppose you know de ans... :)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
TIME CHECK: 12.20AM.
haha. Hmm. SYF is finally over.. ok la.. to be exact, it has past for more den a wk le.. Well.. YJC band gt a SILVER!!!! nt reali disappointed la.. feelin kinda ok abt it.. aftall, we were juz hopin to maintain even though we thot for a gold.. bt nvm.. it was a well done performance too.. woo.. YJ spirit.. :)
Had my physics SPA de next day.. haha.. dunno to say where its a screw up or watsoeva.. bt nvm le.. shall nt tok abt it.. physics SPA is FINALLY OVER! haf great thots abt throwin all de stuff abt tt over.. such a waste of paper.. education is rather a waste of paper.. imagine the number of paper that you haf discarded? So ironical to tink we are even suppose to studying abt protecting de envirnment.. we are real KILLERs sia.. lol. choppin down so much trees? using up so much resources to recycle even? haha.. ok... shall nt discuss abt it le.. suppose most of us know abt tis le.. education is helpless... haha...
nth much abt wkends. juz simply spent them at grandparents hse as usual. feelin so filial.. haha... den monday.. yeah! it was SUPPOSE to be a sch holi. bt somehow.. NO for me.. went to sentosa to do de math trail dry run. haha.. rise and shine early in de morning.. den sort of lyk.. sadded.. my one day juz GONE lyk tt.. my 2 beautiful holi in May is juz gone.. first one was de band exchange on LABOUR DAY! so sadded..
bt nvm la.. i had my holi on tue instead! took a MC and stayed hm. anw wasnt feelin that well either.. had lyk a bad sore throat and cough which lasted more den a wk le.. some runny nose too? bad! bt was simply too busy to do much abt it due to busy schedules.. so well.. my MC and rest! haha.. Anthony came over to my hse in de aftnoon to help me catch up wif some sch work.. . nice guy huh?? =P
school annual sports meet on wednesday.. nth reali much abt it la.. went to lib aft tt to complete my long owe ECONS ESSAY. so sry mrs sukir! :) mr sim had a fall while running. injure his face.. take care worx! :)
shall nt mention abt thrus since nth happen tt day! haha.. a very normal sch day i would say! :) den well.. here comes friday! it was priscilla de b'dae. happy b'dae gal.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANLING TOO!!! :) went for de math olympiad training.. gosh! it reali is tough sia.. haha.. kinda shock abt how maht can be quite incredible oso huh? lol.. band at last! woo.. so long no go band le sia.. so singlish! kinda miss my t.bone.. feelin quite sad juz by tinkin tt my band life will juz be comin to an end soon? :(
Realise that my blog post is reali quite long de.. mayb i m juz too naggy? anw my home internet was repaired ytd.. so today can cm blog! huarry! quite a nice day today.. feelin so xinfu.. he came over in de mornin and played de com ba.. my computer haf nice games huh? den bused to his hse to do work? juz love his campanion ba.. stayed ther till quite late.. haha.. shall skip some little little details.. bt in short! a happy day~
bedtym for me nw.. tinkin to turn in early so tt 2mr can haf energy to do my hw rite? haha.. gd nite!
I nv know i could impact ur life in such way.
I hope we can be lyk tis foreva.
Life is simply juz so sweet tis way!
Incredible?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Feelin so free 2day.. no idea y too.. its nt suppose to be! stil haf tons to work awaiting for me to do.. well. tis wk shall be honeymoon wk for me huh? next wk reali muz chiong chiong chiong le worx.. jiayou ba.. haha..
Physics block test is finally over.. hmm.. de paper reali feel so 50-50.. its lyk either pass or fail. i mean its quite duh la.. bt... well... a?? haha. nvm.. its so hard to put them to words! bt i tink even if i do fail agn, its juz bcauz i reali nv put in any effort ba.. haha.. whole holiday did nth much bt basically maths onli? GOSH! shld reali learn to balance them le. bt i reali cant help feelin lazy when it comes to readin notes..
a? went to some v nice place to supposingly to do econs de.. bt well. i reali ended up slackin huh. oh my! its juz to temptin to be lazy. tink i m to tired oso ba. haf been yawning a few tyms le.. 2mr stil haf GP paper 2 lei.. wa sianz... its super sianz de k? i juz cant stand readin passages den doin sth cal AQ? was tellin anthony today. cant blieve wat if i haf GP tuition. tink i will juz die of boredom? haha.. bt i tink juliana is juz PLAIN LAZY for any tuition la. haha. nope.. no tuitions.
time check: 10.28pm. mayb shall do sth tt i feel nice de crash to bed le ba.. ECONS? haha.. today den do ba.. real sianz lo.. BED TYM!! gd nite!
i feel so lucky wif u ard.. its juz feel so different huh? haha.
thanks alot worx!
i reali appreciate all ur kindness & doin 1 of de 2 tings u hate de most..
tough decision perhaps? :)
Monday, March 23, 2009
Just drop by at my own blog n realised tt my dates for post are all 1 day slower den wat it was.. haha.. so dumb of me..
Anw ytd was honey jojo 18th b'dae! HAPPY 18th B'DAE HONEY!!
had a celebration wif her ast sat.. i was rushin up n downs, n in de end, i m stil de latest... haha.. they juz ate bread while waitin for me.. SRY my sweeties.. juliana oves ur loads loads loads worx! dinner was at XIN WANG HK cafe.. its always ther de.. haha.. we juz love de MANGO SNOW ICE, i suppose.. too many fond memories behind it le.. so ya.. we had a bottle of red wine.. so went out of PS to find a corner to drink.. yup! took some fotos too.. shall upload it another tym.. den they sent me to take de train hm.. reali miss them le sia.. i m goin to meet up wif them soon soon soon!! real soon! aft blocks! DETERMINE!!
Well.. time reali flies sia.. in my last post, i juz said that holi started.. n den TODAY!!! day1 of a new term le.. MATH TEST!! haha.. shall nt wish to tok anyting abt it le.. bt lyk wat papa chua sms me, "you ppl are so lucky. Questions asked by you ppl came out." haha.. yeah! totally... SOME1 else shld agree to this statement oso ba? haha.. shld be grateful of me hor? haha. Nw left physics on wed n GP P2 on thrus.. so sianz diaoz lo.. reali dread studyng physics sia.. haf been juz lazing in bed since de tym i gt hm.. was tinkin abt sth too.. is him ma?? aiyo.! so happy yet so uneasy.. had lunched wif huimin & jianwen earlier den we chat abt some stuff.. den ya.. huimin told me some stuff.. haha.. juz smile smile over it ba.. & i realised tt jianwen is reali quite a funny guy huh? lol.. laughs laughs.. hmm.. shal go start on my physics le.. though suppose it will b a tough paper, bt bt bt bt, tink shall juz study for it ba.. haha. DUH!!!
It'so sweet when u treat me so nice.. bt i m yet so scared & unsecured. :(
people tend to nt wan to lose the tings tt they are having ba..
Monday, March 16, 2009
So fast.. It's 16th of MARCH, de 1st day of my beloved holiday.. realised tt i haben been blogging for almost a month le... no! is more den a month le. tts quite bad actu, which means tt i haben been touchin my beloved com for so long! de lappy is foreva slower den my com de!! haha.. well.. mayb tts well tt made me more impatient?? haha.. Holiday seems so nice 1 wk, bt its horrifying SHORT lor, assuming the amount of work we haf to complete. Boy, i reali do miss long holidays.. haha.. slp slp slp n tts all i wan! mummy haf been tellin me tt its onli a few more months den ur long holis. juz hang on ther ba.. sometimes,when my mummy tok to me abt that, i reali feel lost for words. i dun wish to disappoint her in any areas f academic wise, bt yet my little engine is juz too lazy to start. haha. i nid motivation perhaps? haha.. tellling myself tt its all in de dicipline, bt i realise tt i spent alot of tym socialisin and tokin huh? to hu lei? loads lo.. gave a miss to going to my grandma hse last sat.. cvd do suck up lots of energy sia.. was lyk in band de whole morning den went to do de talentime stuff in de aftnoon.. by de tym 3+, i was barely surviving.. sat alone n juz kept quiet.. haha.. some kind of emo kid.. no idea y too, emo-in oso seems lyk ther is diff stages when u r wif diff ppl.. haha.. bt overall, cvd kinda a success huh? talentime earned $355 juz lyk tt worx! coolz uh? my class oso nt bad la.. heard tt de revenue is $600?? woo... aft cvd, went hm n juz crashed onto my bed aft a shower n dinner le... wanna thank leroy for helpin me bring de toaster bac to my hse huh? and ant for bringin it to sch for me?? hehe... slpt at 9pm tt nite n woke up at 9am on sunday morning. slpt de whole 12hrs nice nice sia.. haha... lucky me, so much hrs of slp.. mummy was so surprised when she saw me awake at 9! so EARLY!! cauz normally this pig me will slp till noon mayb?anw, went to grandma hse ytd to celebrate my cousin gf aka my twin sis b'dae.. haha.. we reali do look alike according to alot of ppl.. mayb my cousin is secretly in love wif me huh? lol.. jkjk.. freaking out!! haha.. bt well, looks lyk my whole family is real loving n caring to ppl sia.. cousin gf b'dae we oso help celebrate.. so sweet!yes! n mummy did some announcement ytd.. haha.. i reali forgt entirely tt i did took my chinese A lvl result lo... haha... she told my aunt abt my A! haha.. blush blush! well.. sis oso nt bad la... she gt A for her H1 math! yeah! mummy shld b real glad... bt i tink my chinese A is lyk reali surprise n miracle de... my family de chinese all along nt doin tt well de.. even my aunts oso could barely speak chinese... haha.. no wonder every1 is SURPRISED!! even me?? haha.. nvm... wateva it is... Gd job to myself ba! hope PW results is oso as gd ba... Okay! nid to go out n chiong some work.. having band camp 2mr n wednesday!! ahh... total dread.. dun even wish to be a leader! sianzzzzzz.. bt well... i tink i shall juz try to enjoy ba... yeah! band LETS GO!!!!! haha... bye ppl.. off i go to meet my judy n joseph le.. shall be bac to blog when feel lyk agn?? haha... SRY ANW!! :)AND WELCM BACK TO SINGAPORE SIHUA DEAR DEAR!!!
Friday, February 06, 2009
Hi people!! i m back agn!! FINALLY!!!! my blog is lyk constantly dying. always wanna update bt feel super lazy sia.. 有心无力?! haha. since sch started, i haf been super super lazy. is lyk sch work will push aside 1st & enjoy. gosh! i m JC2 le lei.. cannt lyk tt le sia.. or else bad A lvl results for me le.. dun wish to regret. mayb shall start pulling my socks up le.. no more ankle length socks le? haha. tts so lame.
the new intake of jc1 came in for abt a wk le. wonder if they are enjoying themselves in YJC la.. they seem super enthu in the orientation. & & & their orientation seems so much more fun la.. jealous. BT NVM. i m nt intending to go bac to jc1 le. haha.. i will pull thru nice n sweet! yes.. nice & sweet.. i always tell that to myself.! haha..
spoke to kaixin today & realised that today is her last day le. she will be leaving for NYP le. well. wish her all the best ba.. if u ask me, i would say that there is no right or rong decision de. juz put in your best and its ok le.. zijin oso changed her poly course. wish her all de best too.. :) Its no harm investing another year if that aditional yr could make a greater difference. haha. yup.. so gals. lets put in our best tgt k? JIAYOU for us!!
sch haf juz merely start for barely a month and i reali dread goin class. wonder if its my problem or wat. bt i juz feel so nt me when i m wif them. Recently some1 asked me. Y everytym they tok de i nv join in. juz zi bi. haha. i juz told him that is beause i dunno wat to say ma. so juz listen n laugh lor.. haha. bt cm to tink abt it. is that reali de ans?? mayb ba.. its gd to be lyk alone at times too.. tone down alot and c alot of tings differently too.. ppl are gd at makin use of others. its onli whether u know how to reject and prevent urself frm being make used. i tink i seriously sucks at tis lor.. mayb i reali shld learn to reject on tings and stand firm ba. i was once told that ppl are all selfish.. i haf to be selfish too in order to survive. tts de society.. i told myself that tts nt de case. bt looks lyk i m seein and facin de ugly side of de society already.
PERPLEXED!!! I try to smile as if nth is happening. bt sometyms i reali muz admit that i cant treat it as if nth is happening.. it's juz all hidden behind a smile. tts all..
