Hi people!! i m back agn!! FINALLY!!!! my blog is lyk constantly dying. always wanna update bt feel super lazy sia.. 有心无力?! haha. since sch started, i haf been super super lazy. is lyk sch work will push aside 1st & enjoy. gosh! i m JC2 le lei.. cannt lyk tt le sia.. or else bad A lvl results for me le.. dun wish to regret. mayb shall start pulling my socks up le.. no more ankle length socks le? haha. tts so lame.
the new intake of jc1 came in for abt a wk le. wonder if they are enjoying themselves in YJC la.. they seem super enthu in the orientation. & & & their orientation seems so much more fun la.. jealous. BT NVM. i m nt intending to go bac to jc1 le. haha.. i will pull thru nice n sweet! yes.. nice & sweet.. i always tell that to myself.! haha..
spoke to kaixin today & realised that today is her last day le. she will be leaving for NYP le. well. wish her all the best ba.. if u ask me, i would say that there is no right or rong decision de. juz put in your best and its ok le.. zijin oso changed her poly course. wish her all de best too.. :) Its no harm investing another year if that aditional yr could make a greater difference. haha. yup.. so gals. lets put in our best tgt k? JIAYOU for us!!
sch haf juz merely start for barely a month and i reali dread goin class. wonder if its my problem or wat. bt i juz feel so nt me when i m wif them. Recently some1 asked me. Y everytym they tok de i nv join in. juz zi bi. haha. i juz told him that is beause i dunno wat to say ma. so juz listen n laugh lor.. haha. bt cm to tink abt it. is that reali de ans?? mayb ba.. its gd to be lyk alone at times too.. tone down alot and c alot of tings differently too.. ppl are gd at makin use of others. its onli whether u know how to reject and prevent urself frm being make used. i tink i seriously sucks at tis lor.. mayb i reali shld learn to reject on tings and stand firm ba. i was once told that ppl are all selfish.. i haf to be selfish too in order to survive. tts de society.. i told myself that tts nt de case. bt looks lyk i m seein and facin de ugly side of de society already.
PERPLEXED!!! I try to smile as if nth is happening. bt sometyms i reali muz admit that i cant treat it as if nth is happening.. it's juz all hidden behind a smile. tts all..
