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Sunday, May 31, 2009

hmm. so fast. its sunday AGAIN! June holi , according to the calendar, have already started. But well. For me, its stil 2 more wks of lessons to hang on.. slacked quite alot this wkend. Crashed straight into bed aft the scholarhip preparatory programme, which took up my whole morning til mid noon. Haha.. quite a nice learnin experience from ther. Mayb i reali shld start aimin for a scholarhip tt i desire? its always beta to haf a aim that u work for rite? Well.. slpt til dinner tym den awoke to haf my dinner. took a night stroll wif him. Laugh along de way. haha.. seems lyk life can be aftall so simple and happy..

JC life haf indeed been quite boring for me.. Rather, quite loner too ba. i see the hidden & ugly side of ppl whch i till now is still unable to accept. mayb i dun show it out. bt shld it stil continue? Things change as ppl gradually move onto the path they endeavour. I chose my path and i hope its not rong. It's not me that is selfish, rather, its reali a WRONG feelin that you gave me. Tell me it's WRONG!

I spoke to some frienz. thanks for being ther for me. they tried to tel me tt its not me being selfish, bt its my own work aftall.. She called juz nw to ask me abt econs. Den moved on to askin abt i & anthony. Hmm.. did nt response much bt had the urge to juz end conversation. isit me agn? i dunno. i dunno if u felt the change bt i tink i m nw juz too disappointed to tink abt it.. Well. I m glad u mixed well. Bt can u nt gib me de feelin that i m made used? or rather, can u tell me that its nt lyk tt at all? i tink mayb its juz me and my stupid weird feelings ba. tings are all fine and alright. They are... AND THEY WILL...........

ok.. time to go do some packin le.. my wholie table is in a great mess.. GOSH! 2 more wkes to hang on.. tink aft this wk, i will haf another load off me le.. bt i tink i will still miss band loads. miss my t.bone loads.. For nw.. let me juz enjoy and prac and play our hearts out for our last performance.

Thanks for being there for me..
You make a diff in my life..
There was once a blue star and pink star in sky..
If you wonder why it disappear...
I suppose you know de ans... :)
Sunday, May 17, 2009

GD AFTERNOON!! its a nice hot SUNDAY afternoon. feelin quite lazy.. so decided to chuck hw aside and use de com. was clearin some folders when i came across these fotos.! (kinda random though!) haha.. stunned!
I haf reali grown so much.. more of horizontally den vertical? haha.. :)


I nv knew i looked so dumb.. bt well.. my happy little childhood.. nice memories that are worth keepin and tinkin over! haha.. :)

I feel so fortunate!
Life is filled with ups and downs..
BUT not forgettin, its filled wif love too.
人间还有爱！:)

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TIME CHECK: 12.20AM.

haha. Hmm. SYF is finally over.. ok la.. to be exact, it has past for more den a wk le.. Well.. YJC band gt a SILVER!!!! nt reali disappointed la.. feelin kinda ok abt it.. aftall, we were juz hopin to maintain even though we thot for a gold.. bt nvm.. it was a well done performance too.. woo.. YJ spirit.. :)

Had my physics SPA de next day.. haha.. dunno to say where its a screw up or watsoeva.. bt nvm le.. shall nt tok abt it.. physics SPA is FINALLY OVER! haf great thots abt throwin all de stuff abt tt over.. such a waste of paper.. education is rather a waste of paper.. imagine the number of paper that you haf discarded? So ironical to tink we are even suppose to studying abt protecting de envirnment.. we are real KILLERs sia.. lol. choppin down so much trees? using up so much resources to recycle even? haha.. ok... shall nt discuss abt it le.. suppose most of us know abt tis le.. education is helpless... haha...

nth much abt wkends. juz simply spent them at grandparents hse as usual. feelin so filial.. haha... den monday.. yeah! it was SUPPOSE to be a sch holi. bt somehow.. NO for me.. went to sentosa to do de math trail dry run. haha.. rise and shine early in de morning.. den sort of lyk.. sadded.. my one day juz GONE lyk tt.. my 2 beautiful holi in May is juz gone.. first one was de band exchange on LABOUR DAY! so sadded..

bt nvm la.. i had my holi on tue instead! took a MC and stayed hm. anw wasnt feelin that well either.. had lyk a bad sore throat and cough which lasted more den a wk le.. some runny nose too? bad! bt was simply too busy to do much abt it due to busy schedules.. so well.. my MC and rest! haha.. Anthony came over to my hse in de aftnoon to help me catch up wif some sch work.. . nice guy huh?? =P

school annual sports meet on wednesday.. nth reali much abt it la.. went to lib aft tt to complete my long owe ECONS ESSAY. so sry mrs sukir! :) mr sim had a fall while running. injure his face.. take care worx! :)

shall nt mention abt thrus since nth happen tt day! haha.. a very normal sch day i would say! :) den well.. here comes friday! it was priscilla de b'dae. happy b'dae gal.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANLING TOO!!! :) went for de math olympiad training.. gosh! it reali is tough sia.. haha.. kinda shock abt how maht can be quite incredible oso huh? lol.. band at last! woo.. so long no go band le sia.. so singlish! kinda miss my t.bone.. feelin quite sad juz by tinkin tt my band life will juz be comin to an end soon? :(

Realise that my blog post is reali quite long de.. mayb i m juz too naggy? anw my home internet was repaired ytd.. so today can cm blog! huarry! quite a nice day today.. feelin so xinfu.. he came over in de mornin and played de com ba.. my computer haf nice games huh? den bused to his hse to do work? juz love his campanion ba.. stayed ther till quite late.. haha.. shall skip some little little details.. bt in short! a happy day~

bedtym for me nw.. tinkin to turn in early so tt 2mr can haf energy to do my hw rite? haha.. gd nite!

I nv know i could impact ur life in such way.
I hope we can be lyk tis foreva.
Life is simply juz so sweet tis way!
Incredible?

THAT ME! ♥

WISHLIST ♥

HER AUDIENCES ♥

THE JUDGES ♥

PAST ♥

RHYTHM ♥
WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME - DIANA ROSS